memoirs
watched memiors of the geisha today with dearest bong and angeline!
and skipped my business finance lecture in the meantime.
sigh.
the new year is not even over (15 days!)
and i've already broken one of my two only resolutions.
sad.
a geisha is supposed to be deviod of all feelings.
especially love.
one become a geisha not to pursue their destiny.
it's because they have no choice.
as glamourous as their life may sound,
compared to the servants and commoners.
but they are nothing more than just entertainers,
smiling and dancing just to win your happiness and money.
rather sad.
then i thought of something mushy and i messaged him.
i've never truly known love till i met you.
and that empty space is now filled.
:)
i solemnly swear that all those things that i did
which made you feel upset/unhappy
will never ever happen again.
i am sorry for those.
love ya.
i am in dire need of boxes and orgainising stuff in general to tidy up my room.
it's in the state of mess comparable to those shown in the movie after the war.
i have no idea what happened
but it just turned out this way.
heh.
i am naturally a slob.
cannot cannot.
must be neater.
enough about my boring life.
sociology project due on wed!
i hope my hw101 assignment turns out okay.
i must be comparabl with him in studies.
i solemnly swear that too.
:)
